I am on edge and everything is making me cry and my heart hurts. We had a scare last night with Norah's angel care monitor-she is fine but I really lost it. As in, couldn't stop crying for hours lost it. Why do I have to live in a world where babies die? Why did one of my babies have to die? Why do any of us have to live here? It's not fair. I hate that my eyes have been opened up to this harsh reality--it sucks.
I have been happily married to my best friend and soul mate for 4 years. 2010 was going to be our year, we were FINALLY pregnant with our first child and we were over the moon! On June 25, 2010 our world came crashing down as we had to say goodbye to our sweet angel, Harper Grace. I have never known such love and pain as I have since that life changing day. On August 28th of this year, we welcomed Harper's little sister, Norah Grace. The meaning of Norah is "the shining light" as she is our bright light along our journey through grief, healing and hope.