Love at first sight

A year ago today I took a pregnancy test and after two years of trying we were finally blessed with a BFP (big fat positive).  Two beautiful lines that changed our lives forever.  I will never forget the absolute joy that I felt that day and in the days and months following.  I had a special little secret.  I was going to be a Mom, what a feeling to know that I was nurturing a little person inside of  me, that I was solely responsible for the health and well being of our child.  We were blessed with a miracle and absolutely over the moon!  We had so many hopes and dreams for our little bean.  At this point last year I didn't know who my baby was yet.  I didn't know that her fate was to be an angel in Heaven.  I had no idea what was ahead of me but I was in love.  So in love and I still am.

Making the decision to have a child is momentous.  It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. 

 ~Elizabeth Stone